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Hey peps… sorry for not updating my blog recently. I’ve been really busy with the new net and things that really concern me to my heart. Hmmm… been really thinking about the many things that I think that I really liked… but it seems that I’m not the only one that likes that person I have in mind. fiqie… I noe that its hard to read this and for a guy like me to write a blog and let everyone see is so much more daring for me… I’m an introvert…. I don really like to talk that much… or that’s what I think though… hmmm one of my other classmate also likes her… treats her like KING u noe…. And like I’m really jealous of that la… cuz I aint that good with gerls anyway… I tend to flirt with her a lot I think… and ya… I don noe what’s gotten into me this few days…. Hmmm… and I don noe whether liking her is stilla good idea anymore… but a leopard never changes its spots and that I think for him to say he’s going to give up on her its like not going to happen… that easily… cuz I noe.. giving up is the hardest thing that one person could ever do… anyway, film ended today.. that camp la.. umm… I feel that its great to stay in sch… haha love it… juz me and the computer in the morning.. like 2… haha hmmm…. I was hoping to talk to some ppl in my camp… about personal matters like Mai… but it seems that time is really hard to come by… I din really sleep that well in the camp. I was like thinking a lot about my stuff… and like that guy in my group-ADAM- was like saying sleeping late isn’t really good for your body and said that you’ll like die younger… but hell I thing the last part in my group’s short film really relates to me… haiz…. About the heart and stuff… hmmm.. we really did well in the short film man… haha its like so so cool… although the voice acting parts weren’t that nice as we planned and that some really nice scenes that we have planned out were not filmed down due to time… but however, we really did great though. Hmmmm too bad u din go (shaf) haha u missed out on a lot… like ghaz was a great guy.. and the productions he has… I’m really impressed man… haha… Cant wait fer SA camp man.. its in june… I think… OMG the hols… haiz…haiz…haiz it seems that life is really complicated man…oh… yeah.. haha met loads of peps this week too.. haha like shafik… ummm kak ros… umm…. GHAZ… etc…. hmmmm… oh yeah… spent like a lot this week man,… bought a purse for her… and it was like… haha but its ok… din spend this much money in a long long time already… haha OH well all for her… haha Hmmm… bought it cuz she lost her levis purse la.. In the TOILET… LOL… I bet she flushed it down the toilet bowl la… haha Hmmm…. Oh… so yea… bought dinner for those ppl who went out with me.. haha 3 gerls… haha din noe that other peps also wanted to go la.. haha SORRY DILA… haha bet she can see this… haha WORDS go a long way man.. haha wrote this offline so I think that I would say that this is done way before hand…. Eh… readerss… sorry bout the sudden lag.. I require time to do loads of things…. Now… CS is still slow la… Y man..Y…. haiz… I realised that CML was the first time she was attending a CAMP la… haha no wonder she dare not to sleep la… haha…ummm… fiqie fiqie fiqie… how’s ur granny btw? Better? Discharged yet?? Hmm… how was msia? Haha got me anything? WAH LAO…. Bet u din la… haha :P

Tired, Lost, Needs New Hope, Wants What He Cant get
-Vm- hhow how how… I want to like but liking will make things obvious… and I’m scared very scared….