i realise that loving is really hard.. i wonder how Cliff keeps his.. bgr with denise u noe.... hmmm keeping relationships.. simple relationships are so hard already to keep... and yet.. they seem so cool together.. this week is like one of the very personal weeks... communication, we talked bout writing letters. enterprise, we talked bout blogs... hmmm... yah... juz wanna say.. i don like to tell lies ok... everything i said there was pure truth.. luckily, i didnt go up to write the love letter... i was like.. if i wrote, i'll write everything real... real... man.. everything from my heart... i think.. ya... mai was like saying.. why din u go out?? haha heng man... i SHY la!!!hahah LOL like real(eyes rolling) man.. i think i am going to break free from most of my things. i feel that i should take sometime off.. i quiting most of my commitments man.. i don wanna do things to help others man.. juz because i cannot help myself yet so i wont help others... gotta help my self before i can help others