looking back those few months, that long break i took, i think it was a good thing that i did not blog. I'd think that my emotions would run sky high if i did.. and it would not be a good thing. just posted an entry on my multiply site and hopefully i'll change my blog skin.. cuz i think i need something new.. but i'm not going too far.. maybe i might just use back one of those dull templates again.. it wouldnt be such a chore to look for one if i did use that. hmmm..
anyway.. i got in love and i made huge mistakes.. perhaps thinking too much when i shouldnt have.. but after all i think more.. that's why i kinda expect more things from people too. so what happened then, i've learnt i think.... havent really gotten over it but i will after having friends like Jie Hui and Wei Wei around. They've really boosted my morale; by really just sticking with me. Though i guess i wasnt that close with them, they were the ones that was the closest to me during my depression period and it was rather nice of them.
though i think i get on both of their nerves at times, I still appreciate it that they treat me so warmly.. just for your info, warmly doesnt mean gentle. they are definitely 100% not gentle. it is like one has slapped me(ego crushed) and the other has already pinched my lights out(testing my nervous system). But still as sadistic is my character is, i'd still find it nice of them to be so close.. no one really has been so warm to me.. and perhaps at times self-centered.
This year, i'd thought that i might lead my birthday (AGAIN IN THE HOLIDAYS), alone i guess i now have a wish.. HAHA and i aint saying no shit out.. cuz wishes are not gonna come true if i say it out right?
So anyway, things have happened to me and yea got a new fone after so long (21 mths).. and lost all her pictures which is perhaps a good thing too.. might help me forget her faster.. though its much bigger than my 7270, I think i can still make do with its functions from a functionless fone. yup.
The friends you chose defines who you are. and i think even though they might be gals.. abit strange yes, but i think i've kinda made two real good friends. Hopefully, i might see that there are more to come. haha but of course, i'm on a first come first basis. i treat em better i think.. haha..
hopefully, i'll continue to write.. perhaps on daily life, but i think it would be interesting going back into blogging.
cheers mates.
anyway.. i got in love and i made huge mistakes.. perhaps thinking too much when i shouldnt have.. but after all i think more.. that's why i kinda expect more things from people too. so what happened then, i've learnt i think.... havent really gotten over it but i will after having friends like Jie Hui and Wei Wei around. They've really boosted my morale; by really just sticking with me. Though i guess i wasnt that close with them, they were the ones that was the closest to me during my depression period and it was rather nice of them.
though i think i get on both of their nerves at times, I still appreciate it that they treat me so warmly.. just for your info, warmly doesnt mean gentle. they are definitely 100% not gentle. it is like one has slapped me(ego crushed) and the other has already pinched my lights out(testing my nervous system). But still as sadistic is my character is, i'd still find it nice of them to be so close.. no one really has been so warm to me.. and perhaps at times self-centered.
This year, i'd thought that i might lead my birthday (AGAIN IN THE HOLIDAYS), alone i guess i now have a wish.. HAHA and i aint saying no shit out.. cuz wishes are not gonna come true if i say it out right?
So anyway, things have happened to me and yea got a new fone after so long (21 mths).. and lost all her pictures which is perhaps a good thing too.. might help me forget her faster.. though its much bigger than my 7270, I think i can still make do with its functions from a functionless fone. yup.
The friends you chose defines who you are. and i think even though they might be gals.. abit strange yes, but i think i've kinda made two real good friends. Hopefully, i might see that there are more to come. haha but of course, i'm on a first come first basis. i treat em better i think.. haha..
hopefully, i'll continue to write.. perhaps on daily life, but i think it would be interesting going back into blogging.
cheers mates.
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