Wednesday, June 08, 2005

one week or dats if i remember it correctly... hmm its like WRONG>.. oh...well.... hmmm;P

sorry aint been posting this few days... hmm one thing's been on my mind lately and that it does not let go... It was early last week... and i was going to school and as usual... i was listening to music as i was crossing the road... and like i said.. i was listening to music... and then a bike was speeding to me already..
and i juz stopped there in the middle of the road staring at the bike... as he blasted his horn away... i heard the bike tyres screech... even as i heard my overly loud music, the screech was still as loud... it was like i felt no thrill at all... everything came to a slow... and was like so depressed... i could not feel anything... my heart was also not beating fast at all.... hmmm... dying then seemed so far away. it so attainable... it seemed so boring to me... or so i felt...


its been the holidays lately... and it seemed like i'm going to forget her... that gerl that i really like... it seems that i can really live without her... though the cash that i spent i can nvr get back... maybe i'll take sometime off... maybe to think bout our frenship... and how i should treat it... haiz....... oh... she doesnt noe my blog add anyway... sigh... haha ummm aint that better... i'm at a worse end MICH.... so i got problems that u dun wanna be in... haiz.... u gotta noe me better ferst..
it seems that we have been sooooo close man... haha LOL hah like umm... bro and sis... though.... hmmm i think i might... be like be treating u more den a fren at times... whaha wad u thinking??? enemies wad aint they MORE than frens??? haha ok la.... joel like not reallly ok recently la.. how to cheer him up sia... haiz... i think that i going to die man... hahah LOL haiz... wads wrong with him man... haiz.... LOL and joannna ah... she's cute... yeah... but umm... how to say... we are still strangers la./... haha i noe.... i mix welll... haha but i noe how and who should i mix to and with....so... maybe i'll not mix with linel(think i spelled his name wrongly... but heck la!)
haiz...
edrea ah... its good that u wanna study... but then... i hope u find someone that u really like man.. haiz... so ummm... maybe wanna go out in the last week of the hols??? hahahLOL =)
sorry la milo... i noe i supposed to write longer but NO TIME la... haiz! wad sia,... pain le... going to bowl liao... see YA!? tmr!ok... love ya gerl!smuack! whaha lovely lil beauty... oops... whahaha wad am i saying?!?!? haha ummm ^o) hahaha
-loving living liking.. HIS LIFE-
- the very welll V_M-

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