I couldnt reallly sleep last night..
waking up to look at my fone.. countless times...
everytime i close my eyes... ur face pops up..
everytime that happens... i dont know what else can i say..

yeah.. i guess its horrible... for me to feel like that..
guess its worse when i care too much..
yup.. apologies dont work when i've made so many mistakes ei?
I get affected by people real easily..
and if u dont have the mood... to talk or do anything,
i'll equally feel the same...

but at times i try to change all that... i try to make talking better..
but..replies like that dont allow me to go further than one more question..
guess i care too much...
and it seems like u are getting further and further away each time.

the more i want to let go on u..
the more i fall even deeper...
its like i WANT to know u...
but somehow i cant...
u got great frens already treasure them...

everytime i wanna call... i ask..
maybe someday i'll call not asking...

But it just messes me up inside when i cant talk well...
especially to u...
and if u are reading this right now...
i'm going to give u ur space back...
cuz i've been too self centred..
too sickening...
even if at times when u say that its ur mood...
i get the feeling that it isnt..
i get the feeling that its me...

i dont know what can i say right now...
guess that i'm a little too much of a virgo...
hoping that everything might just turn out right...
when i get too emotional myself.. its horrible...

cuz the thing is... it doesnt turn out right