ok... GOODDDDDDDD morrrrnnning ppl... its 1130.. haha and GUESS WAD... i'm not having training today!!! yeppie.. means i can save wat remains of my muscles to do some damage to my ears before i lose them!! oh ok.. my internet is giving me shit problems... dammit... nothing seems like it is ever going to work man... and now my mom is calling every one of my uncles(her bros) and aunts/(her sis) over to celebrate latern fest here!! DAMMIT... shit man i cant take this liao every time my mom uses the shitty fone this happens... DAMn her... ok fuck.. found the problem... and stupid of her she asks why can plug directly into the socket... fuck man... IRRITATING bitch... haiz... forget it... i'm gettin pissed for nothing... oh well... think i'm getting abit too vulgar man.. ok... sorry peps...
well.... maybe after i get into my new hobby.. i think i would stop caring so much about myself.. or others to be that fact... i dunnoe... maybe... sometimes i think so much myself that my thoughts.. can change my logical thinking.... yeaps... i'll try to stop it ya... and ya... now the feeling is gone... so i aint that worried anymore... sorry now people if i give u some who-cares attitude... i guess that i might need to find myself a little more...
reminds me.. after that time i went out with jie... i tot.. tat i'd be better off deaf... being a deaf... but then silence makes u feel more pain.. so what can i do now... ... letting off now is so much easier. really.
OK... i'm getting into my freak mood again... haha maybe i'll read more and go blind... gonna jam later... and my mom dont know that it ends at 5... she said come home before 11... so i guess... i'm going down to town to hang around... by myself again i guess... hopefully mark will be free or something... Hmm maybe call zhi... see he free later anot lo... HAIz... i not waiting le... LOL today is be myself day.. and do what i want day... so freak me if i still wanna care...
yesterday... had a pretty nice... suanning session... maybe i'm going to have that today too... i dont know... yups...maybe this time cliff going to suan me le.. i dont know... going out at 1 le... and i'm still like here... haiz.. going to stay out for 10 hours today.. no matter what i dont care... maybe i'll go to the library ba... HAIz...
If u see me giving u msgs that says haha... it doesnt mean that i'm happy... after all words are just words and we are humans that manipulate the language to fit our usage.. oh well... yes we immoral souls that creep upon this degrading land that we call earth..
well... when people walk upon this land they all have an equal status.. and to change them u must be some what respected and notice by that certain individual... so i noticed that i aint that person... to anyone.. so well.. i'm not that great...
haiz.. i dream that u'll reply me at times at night... but when i wake up and look at my fone... i wont see what i hope..what i dream seems so real that i wish for it to be true.. sometimes it aint that good but at least something happens in my dreams... haiz.. we are getting futher apart.. and there's nothing i can do about it...
well.... maybe after i get into my new hobby.. i think i would stop caring so much about myself.. or others to be that fact... i dunnoe... maybe... sometimes i think so much myself that my thoughts.. can change my logical thinking.... yeaps... i'll try to stop it ya... and ya... now the feeling is gone... so i aint that worried anymore... sorry now people if i give u some who-cares attitude... i guess that i might need to find myself a little more...
reminds me.. after that time i went out with jie... i tot.. tat i'd be better off deaf... being a deaf... but then silence makes u feel more pain.. so what can i do now... ... letting off now is so much easier. really.
OK... i'm getting into my freak mood again... haha maybe i'll read more and go blind... gonna jam later... and my mom dont know that it ends at 5... she said come home before 11... so i guess... i'm going down to town to hang around... by myself again i guess... hopefully mark will be free or something... Hmm maybe call zhi... see he free later anot lo... HAIz... i not waiting le... LOL today is be myself day.. and do what i want day... so freak me if i still wanna care...
yesterday... had a pretty nice... suanning session... maybe i'm going to have that today too... i dont know... yups...maybe this time cliff going to suan me le.. i dont know... going out at 1 le... and i'm still like here... haiz.. going to stay out for 10 hours today.. no matter what i dont care... maybe i'll go to the library ba... HAIz...
If u see me giving u msgs that says haha... it doesnt mean that i'm happy... after all words are just words and we are humans that manipulate the language to fit our usage.. oh well... yes we immoral souls that creep upon this degrading land that we call earth..
well... when people walk upon this land they all have an equal status.. and to change them u must be some what respected and notice by that certain individual... so i noticed that i aint that person... to anyone.. so well.. i'm not that great...
haiz.. i dream that u'll reply me at times at night... but when i wake up and look at my fone... i wont see what i hope..what i dream seems so real that i wish for it to be true.. sometimes it aint that good but at least something happens in my dreams... haiz.. we are getting futher apart.. and there's nothing i can do about it...
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posted by vmouse at 12:05 PM
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