time flies and its been a week since i've posted.. havent done alot of things.. like blog skin and stuff..
i've been thinking about loads of stuff.. again.. habits dont change... i guess, with at least one person to depend on is a great thing to have.. but things tend to change. and that change always has its effect on me. No matter what.
Jie Hui has her BF to entertain.. and among Weiwei's frens' i'm not that high too.. so i cant expect too much from the both of them. Hell, i still hate my mom, the tone she uses, and now even that nick WIAm.. i've gotten rid of anything that reminded me of that gal. Not on will, but on pure knowledge that i've got to move on. smile and do that. perhaps even with a fake one.
i think kindness left me a long time ago and its time i thought about everyone else around me. but what can i do when i'm just alone, staring in space finding issues that i can talk about to other people.
my phone has hung itself for being useless, and everynight, i die in my dreams looking for the joy that i want.i guess there are alot of things that i want... and i guess that i'm getting tired of looking for it. I wont force people to talk anymore
if you guys want to talk, u can surely find me.. no matter busy or not, feeling well or not, i'll make room for those that find me. Mood or moodless, happy or sad, good or bad, i'll be around, waiting perhaps until my fone really runs dead by itself.i do light up when i see my fone light up. but my euphoria dies when i notice that it isnt who i expect.
it really feels that you dont worth a single cent when you are here. not knowing what you can do, what you should do, what can you do so that you might in someway get what you want, not knowing so many things.
but what can one do when the your world crumbled at 15.
i've been thinking about loads of stuff.. again.. habits dont change... i guess, with at least one person to depend on is a great thing to have.. but things tend to change. and that change always has its effect on me. No matter what.
Jie Hui has her BF to entertain.. and among Weiwei's frens' i'm not that high too.. so i cant expect too much from the both of them. Hell, i still hate my mom, the tone she uses, and now even that nick WIAm.. i've gotten rid of anything that reminded me of that gal. Not on will, but on pure knowledge that i've got to move on. smile and do that. perhaps even with a fake one.
i think kindness left me a long time ago and its time i thought about everyone else around me. but what can i do when i'm just alone, staring in space finding issues that i can talk about to other people.
my phone has hung itself for being useless, and everynight, i die in my dreams looking for the joy that i want.i guess there are alot of things that i want... and i guess that i'm getting tired of looking for it. I wont force people to talk anymore
if you guys want to talk, u can surely find me.. no matter busy or not, feeling well or not, i'll make room for those that find me. Mood or moodless, happy or sad, good or bad, i'll be around, waiting perhaps until my fone really runs dead by itself.i do light up when i see my fone light up. but my euphoria dies when i notice that it isnt who i expect.
it really feels that you dont worth a single cent when you are here. not knowing what you can do, what you should do, what can you do so that you might in someway get what you want, not knowing so many things.
but what can one do when the your world crumbled at 15.
posted by vmouse at 9:25 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home