That senseless feeling that I am feeling now,

weird as it might seem that I would want most now is what I fear most.

maybe what is good now does not seem any much so anymore

Never commit till someone convinces you to.

but when you do it just falls back on whatever you did fear.

life isnt fair, it would just take out your air.

that you need, that you'd live for to weep.

I'm not worth anytime.

Maybe what they say is right.

screw my life.

its so much easier to give up den to give in

Yet its so much easier to depend than to be independ.