haha... TRIED staying up last night but it seems that how much i tried... i still fell asleep. this time because... that PERSON... din reply me la! hmph!.. anyway.. going out today... hope that jav.. and Jo... can go out... hMM.... juz realised that the people that i noe that are bowlers have names starting with the letter "j" la... for example:
joel
javier
john
johnathan
joanna
jensen
jerome
JASMINE*cousin
JASON*cousin

and that's like alot man... hmm... so many J's hmm i noe even more that have Js that dont bowl la! omg.. what's the thing with j?? hmm.... maybe its cuz my name sounds like shit... or.... hmm... dun care.. whaha... hmmm but really... everytime i meet people... i juz really hope that they choose their names to be other alphabets other than J... hmmm...

Guys and gals! have you been listening to My Chemical Romance? its a great band. really cool. their. music aint BORING too... they got a range... if u haven heard, go get them from ur nearest GOOD music store. haha like advertising for that band like that..

i think i wanna get away from all this... things that get my life complicated i need rest... (agreed).. hmm my second side... he rarely comes out.. but he did.. and with full force of anger. to this poor gerl that had to stand him... i feel really like... so sorry.... so i got her a pair of earrings.. or should i say... 2 pairs of earrings.. haha..
hope this makes her happier... everytime i think that she's alright... she... keeps jumping back to square one... she keeps... going back to that state... to that state of where her purest of pain keeps.. coming back...

sorry gerl... i wanted to help u... but some things u gotta be willing to do ferst... k? i'll be here... don worry