its been one weird start of the week.
time seem to be moving so weirdly.. so slowly. i cannot take it.
and mich isnt that well too.
went out with her and victor yesterday.
i was like talking to myself at times... cuz they were like...strangers really...
it seems that time can heal things.
i was feeling so much like wacking people yesterday. maybe due to the fact that mich was like ABLE to think of.. ya things even when i was like around.
oh wait.
it was so freaking boring.
words like things stuck in your throat,
makes you feel inescure,
makes you feel uncomfortable,
but what makes things different is that,
when you actually tell someone something,
you will feel better.
but the thing is that people care too much about themselves,
to care about other's people's concerns,
but it may by chance,
maybe by hope that you will hopefully open up around you.
hopefully, in cases of which, you'll feel better.
how can i live like that.
many ways. its just whether if you want to. its just whether you are willing a not.
i'm changing alot man... i was not like that the year before... i dontknow what is happening.. i hate this. i cannot stand it. it seems like whenever something that you want comes along, you see people like you coming, maybe ahead of u. you tend to get so ...... up so pissed. dammit. and for me. for my kind of understanding, i tell myself that giving up, letting go is the easiest thing that i can ever do cuz although its painful, the pain lasts onli for a fraction of a time, if i stay a bit longer, it could be multiplied, who knows, and it'll not become another hole in my heart, it'll be a gash. that ONE person had already left behind.
You Do not need to like to love.
that's my motto. the thing that i live by. that is why i treat everyone like family.but its juz that sometimes i really hate u to GUTS but i keep it in, i wont speak.. cuz if i do, i wont be able to control myself. its not me. i'm. i dont noe who i am, what i am for the fact. it disappeared as that person did.taking away,leaving me choking everynight.in my tears.
-VM
time seem to be moving so weirdly.. so slowly. i cannot take it.
and mich isnt that well too.
went out with her and victor yesterday.
i was like talking to myself at times... cuz they were like...strangers really...
it seems that time can heal things.
i was feeling so much like wacking people yesterday. maybe due to the fact that mich was like ABLE to think of.. ya things even when i was like around.
oh wait.
it was so freaking boring.
words like things stuck in your throat,
makes you feel inescure,
makes you feel uncomfortable,
but what makes things different is that,
when you actually tell someone something,
you will feel better.
but the thing is that people care too much about themselves,
to care about other's people's concerns,
but it may by chance,
maybe by hope that you will hopefully open up around you.
hopefully, in cases of which, you'll feel better.
how can i live like that.
many ways. its just whether if you want to. its just whether you are willing a not.
i'm changing alot man... i was not like that the year before... i dontknow what is happening.. i hate this. i cannot stand it. it seems like whenever something that you want comes along, you see people like you coming, maybe ahead of u. you tend to get so ...... up so pissed. dammit. and for me. for my kind of understanding, i tell myself that giving up, letting go is the easiest thing that i can ever do cuz although its painful, the pain lasts onli for a fraction of a time, if i stay a bit longer, it could be multiplied, who knows, and it'll not become another hole in my heart, it'll be a gash. that ONE person had already left behind.
You Do not need to like to love.
that's my motto. the thing that i live by. that is why i treat everyone like family.but its juz that sometimes i really hate u to GUTS but i keep it in, i wont speak.. cuz if i do, i wont be able to control myself. its not me. i'm. i dont noe who i am, what i am for the fact. it disappeared as that person did.taking away,leaving me choking everynight.in my tears.
-VM
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