Tuesday, July 05, 2005

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.. GO and DIE.... dammit moody again... i feel like hitting someone again... ARGH... and guess wad... i hate it when my things are.. like CRACKED.. DAMN u.. FREAK u... forget it... i like hope not to talk anymore... ARGH... DAMMIT... IF i end my life like now i wont like regret it.. i REALLY...dammit... i cant be a fren... i cant talk... i flirt.. i just wanna pluck my heart out to see if like it'll beat... CUZ some how the one connected to my soul has stopped beating.. and pls don act... pls don act infront of me... i feel hurt.. angered...andARGH....

these thoughts run thru my mind like bullets man.. hmmm i wish.. how much i wish that my like would like be forever... not here... i wish that i can like live a better life... but i'm stuck... I'm stuck in this hole... i think i'll juz like go home early tmr.. talk less in sch.. ARGH...

u are stuck in my mind and i cannot get u out.. i cant to stop thinking about u... the thoughts that float into my hanging mind... is so stupid... u BAICHI>.. cant u be IDIOTIC? and like NOT think??? bitch u man...

sigh.. getting two faces again... dammit... i jus wanna be quiet and kind... like i was...once..in the past... why am i like this? MAN

HATE THIS...
MY life
TATTERED
TORN
TARNISHED
TAINTED
TARGETED

die.die.die