in sch right now... and i decided to blog again... haiz...i dont noe wad to blog now... reallly.... sigh... so many things that are so complicated.. so many things that i do not noe... so many things that i wish to noe... so many things that i wanna say... so many things i wish to say.. the very first thing that skips to my mind each day...
EVERYDAY..
maybe i treat some people that i like pretty well... and that i.. think that i might noe that too... hmmm maybe i'm the kind of.. person that is like that... zhong se qing you de ba... maybe to my better frens.

HAiz.... i feel so sick... from myself... i'll just stay in sch and dive into my world of gaming.. i don noe wad should i do man... its not EASY for god's sake... hmm i need to noe... what should i do... i try to shut up at times... and at times when i should talk,... nothing seems to come out... its like i juz don feel like talking at times i think... just like on saturday.... dammit...

god oh god
what do u want from me?
man is making future hold.. painful it is to me.
my destiny depends on myself. the pain i feel..
the lost i feel... help me...

i'll keep thinking till the day u stop me from thinking... stop me from hurting my heart