Hmm bowling seems to be the hardest thing that i've done. it seems that everytime i bowl, i get so demoralised. it seems that after i bowl, my parents make me feel like dying. haiz..

today.. i wanted to talk.. i wanted to talk so so much.. but i juz don noe y... words juz din come out.. i was like dead after 930. my brain was drained, tired of everthing. tired of moving. so i juz thought. thought of alot of things... ok... wait... they swirled in my mind.. i din think.. i juz saw them swirl swirl swirl and swirl. i don noe if i'm going to be alright... going nuts man.. they are playing against OCC tmr... hope i can g support them tmr... But... its like at seletar.... so far... haiz... and i'm at it again.. i don noe wad's wrong with me. haiz. juz lost i guess.. still in the dark.

Hmmm i remember that i was counselled once. in my sec sch years for being like, real bad.. and i mean it. haiz... i hate my past. but i like it when i was then... or younger la... hmmm ya i felt so much better back then.

Hmmm oh... yeah.. to those ppl taking o'level chinese good luck... Hmmm haha i mean it all the best man.. and get good grades....

oh yeah finally collected my o'level cert(really certified one) on wed.. my mom collected it for me... haiz... always din have time la... Hmmm haiz.... i saw it... and i really wondered why din i do better la... haiz... shit man... haiz... Hate my past... ... shit la... tears are coming to my eyes again.. Hmmm the past hurts me alot man... haiz... anyway... taking care.. bye