i don noe where i'm headed. but i'll wait for u till my time is up..hmmm i think... i dunnoe wad to think..its like everytime i try to think of things to do... this ethical things in my mind keeps popping up...time.. and time again... and u said that is wad u need... time... time of being alone... being so... so quiet... it scares me...

i think i need to have an empty space too... i need some space to write to myself... cuz being online... writing online is tooo dangerous for either me OR u... and i don noe y... I always keep denying... denying things that u guys keep saying.. keep... pestering me....

maybe one day.... i'll hurt myself so bad that u guys will stop all these.... i noe... but i'm really really lost right now....

people tend to want things that they cant get most...haiz...

what should i do?...
freak i'll just go and die...
den i'll be at peace...
hmmm maybe after today... see wad happens today... HAIz...miss u